One day you’re going to see her holding hands with someone who took your chance. She won’t even notice you because she’s too busy laughing with the stupid jokes he makes. And it will burn your heart seeing that beautiful smile on her face and realizing that you’re not the reason anymore. And then it will finally hit you: it was her, it was always her.
Worst fucking heartburn always comes at 2 am. Not cool, man. Pass the Tums, STAT!
• I’ve been braces free for almost 15 years, yet I still wear my retainer a few nights a week. With my pjs on, makeup free face and my hair in a bun, I feel like I’m 14 years old again.
• I was supposed to go out tonight. Obviously it didn’t happen.
• This week has been weird.
• I watched both seasons of House of Cards this week and now I’m mad that I binge watched it instead of taking it slow and enjoying it. I love/hate Netflix for this reason.
• Is it June yet? It needs to be June.